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Our Lady's Child
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Hard by a great forest dwelt a wood-cutter with his wife, who had an
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only child, a little girl three years old. They were so poor, however,
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that they no longer had daily bread, and did not know how to get food
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for her. One morning the wood-cutter went out sorrowfully to his work
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in the forest, and while he was cutting wood, suddenly there stood
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before him a tall and beautiful woman with a crown of shining stars on
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her head, who said to him, "I am the Virgin Mary, mother of the child
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Jesus. Thou art poor and needy, bring thy child to me, I will take her
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with me and be her mother, and care for her." The wood-cutter obeyed,
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brought his child, and gave her to the Virgin Mary, who took her up to
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heaven with her. There the child fared well, ate sugar-cakes, and drank
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sweet milk, and her clothes were of gold, and the little angels played
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with her. And when she was fourteen years of age, the Virgin Mary
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called her one day and said, "Dear child, I am about to make a long
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journey, so take into thy keeping the keys of the thirteen doors of
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heaven. Twelve of these thou mayest open, and behold the glory which is
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within them, but the thirteenth, to which this little key belongs, is
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forbidden thee. Beware of opening it, or thou wilt bring misery on
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thyself." The girl promised to be obedient, and when the Virgin Mary
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was gone, she began to examine the dwellings of the kingdom of heaven.
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Each day she opened one of them, until she had made the round of the
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twelve. In each of them sat one of the Apostles in the midst of a great
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light, and she rejoiced in all the magnificence and splendour, and the
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little angels who always accompanied her rejoiced with her. Then the
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forbidden door alone remained, and she felt a great desire to know what
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could be hidden behind it, and said to the angels, "I will not quite
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open it, and I will not go inside it, but I will unlock it so that we
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can just see a little through the opening." "Oh no," said the little
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angels, "that would be a sin. The Virgin Mary has forbidden it, and it
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might easily cause thy unhappiness." Then she was silent, but the
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desire in her heart was not stilled, but gnawed there and tormented
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her, and let her have no rest. And once when the angels had all gone
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out, she thought, "Now I am quite alone, and I could peep in. If I do
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it, no one will ever know." She sought out the key, and when she had
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got it in her hand, she put it in the lock, and when she had put it in,
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she turned it round as well. Then the door sprang open, and she saw
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there the Trinity sitting in fire and splendour. She stayed there
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awhile, and looked at everything in amazement; then she touched the
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light a little with her finger, and her finger became quite golden.
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Immediately a great fear fell on her. She shut the door violently, and
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ran away. Her terror too would not quit her, let her do what she might,
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and her heart beat continually and would not be still; the gold too
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stayed on her finger, and would not go away, let her rub it and wash it
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never so much.
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It was not long before the Virgin Mary came back from her journey. She
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called the girl before her, and asked to have the keys of heaven back.
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When the maiden gave her the bunch, the Virgin looked into her eyes and
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said, "Hast thou not opened the thirteenth door also?" "No," she
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replied. Then she laid her hand on the girl's heart, and felt how it
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beat and beat, and saw right well that she had disobeyed her order and
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had opened the door. Then she said once again, "Art thou certain that
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thou hast not done it?" "Yes," said the girl, for the second time. Then
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she perceived the finger which had become golden from touching the fire
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of heaven, and saw well that the child had sinned, and said for the
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third time "Hast thou not done it?" "No," said the girl for the third
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time. Then said the Virgin Mary, "Thou hast not obeyed me, and besides
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that thou hast lied, thou art no longer worthy to be in heaven."
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Then the girl fell into a deep sleep, and when she awoke she lay on the
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earth below, and in the midst of a wilderness. She wanted to cry out,
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but she could bring forth no sound. She sprang up and wanted to run
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away, but whithersoever she turned herself, she was continually held
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back by thick hedges of thorns through which she could not break. In
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the desert, in which she was imprisoned, there stood an old hollow
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tree, and this had to be her dwelling-place. Into this she crept when
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night came, and here she slept. Here, too, she found a shelter from
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storm and rain, but it was a miserable life, and bitterly did she weep
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when she remembered how happy she had been in heaven, and how the
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angels had played with her. Roots and wild berries were her only food,
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and for these she sought as far as she could go. In the autumn she
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picked up the fallen nuts and leaves, and carried them into the hole.
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The nuts were her food in winter, and when snow and ice came, she crept
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amongst the leaves like a poor little animal that she might not freeze.
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Before long her clothes were all torn, and one bit of them after
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another fell off her. As soon, however, as the sun shone warm again,
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she went out and sat in front of the tree, and her long hair covered
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her on all sides like a mantle. Thus she sat year after year, and felt
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the pain and the misery of the world. One day, when the trees were once
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more clothed in fresh green, the King of the country was hunting in the
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forest, and followed a roe, and as it had fled into the thicket which
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shut in this part of the forest, he got off his horse, tore the bushes
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asunder, and cut himself a path with his sword. When he had at last
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forced his way through, he saw a wonderfully beautiful maiden sitting
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under the tree; and she sat there and was entirely covered with her
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golden hair down to her very feet. He stood still and looked at her
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full of surprise, then he spoke to her and said, "Who art thou? Why art
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thou sitting here in the wilderness?" But she gave no answer, for she
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could not open her mouth. The King continued, "Wilt thou go with me to
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my castle?" Then she just nodded her head a little. The King took her
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in his arms, carried her to his horse, and rode home with her, and when
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he reached the royal castle he caused her to be dressed in beautiful
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garments, and gave her all things in abundance. Although she could not
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speak, she was still so beautiful and charming that he began to love
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her with all his heart, and it was not long before he married her.
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After a year or so had passed, the Queen brought a son into the world.
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Thereupon the Virgin Mary appeared to her in the night when she lay in
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her bed alone, and said, "If thou wilt tell the truth and confess that
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thou didst unlock the forbidden door, I will open thy mouth and give
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thee back thy speech, but if thou perseverest in thy sin, and deniest
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obstinately, I will take thy new-born child away with me." Then the
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queen was permitted to answer, but she remained hard, and said, "No, I
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did not open the forbidden door;" and the Virgin Mary took the new-born
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child from her arms, and vanished with it. Next morning when the child
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was not to be found, it was whispered among the people that the Queen
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was a man-eater, and had killed her own child. She heard all this and
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could say nothing to the contrary, but the King would not believe it,
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for he loved her so much.
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When a year had gone by the Queen again bore a son, and in the night
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the Virgin Mary again came to her, and said, "If thou wilt confess that
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thou openedst the forbidden door, I will give thee thy child back and
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untie thy tongue; but if you continuest in sin and deniest it, I will
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take away with me this new child also." Then the Queen again said, "No,
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I did not open the forbidden door;" and the Virgin took the child out
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of her arms, and away with her to heaven. Next morning, when this child
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also had disappeared, the people declared quite loudly that the Queen
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had devoured it, and the King's councillors demanded that she should be
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brought to justice. The King, however, loved her so dearly that he
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would not believe it, and commanded the councillors under pain of death
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not to say any more about it.
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The following year the Queen gave birth to a beautiful little daughter,
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and for the third time the Virgin Mary appeared to her in the night and
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said, "Follow me." She took the Queen by the hand and led her to
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heaven, and showed her there her two eldest children, who smiled at
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her, and were playing with the ball of the world. When the Queen
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rejoiced thereat, the Virgin Mary said, "Is thy heart not yet softened?
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If thou wilt own that thou openedst the forbidden door, I will give
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thee back thy two little sons." But for the third time the Queen
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answered, "No, I did not open the forbidden door." Then the Virgin let
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her sink down to earth once more, and took from her likewise her third
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child.
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Next morning, when the loss was reported abroad, all the people cried
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loudly, "The Queen is a man-eater. She must be judged," and the King
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was no longer able to restrain his councillors. Thereupon a trial was
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held, and as she could not answer, and defend herself, she was
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condemned to be burnt alive. The wood was got together, and when she
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was fast bound to the stake, and the fire began to burn round about
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her, the hard ice of pride melted, her heart was moved by repentance,
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and she thought, "If I could but confess before my death that I opened
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the door." Then her voice came back to her, and she cried out loudly,
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"Yes, Mary, I did it;" and straight-way rain fell from the sky and
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extinguished the flames of fire, and a light broke forth above her, and
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the Virgin Mary descended with the two little sons by her side, and the
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new-born daughter in her arms. She spoke kindly to her, and said, "He
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who repents his sin and acknowledges it, is forgiven." Then she gave
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her the three children, untied her tongue, and granted her happiness
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for her whole life.
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